Deal me another one

It always starts with that shiver down your spine, one that you feel on the brink of an important change. A change I had contemplated years before, every moment passed between then and now seems like an ethereal wisp of life that never touched me and yet left the most strongest of impressions on me. A friend recently said "we are not impressionable any more", a thought that left me pondering over the nature of our minds and the turmoils we subject it to.

Turning over a new leaf is something that i have pondered and contemplated for a long time, only to postpone it because the "it" had not come. A subconscious attempt to find the right time the right place, change is something life imposes on us and as some say one can resist it however one can't stop it. That being said, the reality is that we are the change and it happens only through us, the trick is to time yourself, you absorb the change only when you chose to play the cards that destiny deals and destiny deals only when the "it" has come.
So be it, I say deal me another one.